Im back to my life...my world...
After my happy moments with my dear.

He is back into his happy life.
After losing him, seems to be so empty.
But, he seems happier.
So wat if i misses him.
haahaa...
Ting, get used to it ba.
Dun think u are fit to be in a relationship.

Thinking back...
All the memories...
God~~
They are so precious...
They seems so real....
Really wish they can prolong until now..
But, its all a dream...

Talking abt dream...
I been dreaming abt him.
Cant sleep much.
Dunno why, he seems to be appearing in my dreams..
He is so cute, loving...
He hugged me..
God...

But, when i wake up...
Everything gone...
*Boom...
Just a dream...
How i wish i dun need to wake up...

Life without u seems to be funny.
But, i need to learn to be mature...
Handle things in a mature way.

Things seems to turn out rotten whenever im starting to get used to it.
Should i still believe in love??
Things seems to be so different now..

The things u used to tell me..
The love i used to get from u...
The care i used to get from u...
The sms i used to get from u...
The laughter i used to get from u...
The hugs i used to get from u...
The kisses i used to get from u...
The scolding i used to get from u...
The shouting i used to get from u...
Where have they gone to?

Yes, im emo..
Im feeling very down...
I will try to handle it maturely...
But, there are times where i will still be all alone..
Sometimes, its not that i dun wanna listen to u...
Im listening to watever u told me...
I rmb all the things u tell me...

I dunno wat i wanna do now...
I got no heart to do anything...
I wish im dead now..
I didnt know it was this ending...

Rmb the days at the playground??
Rmb wat u told me...
This is why i hesitated..
Im afraid this will happen..
But, seeing the way u treated me...cared for me..
I told myself...
U are the one..
U will love me..
cared for me...
u wont throw me aside...
U will always be there for me...

Treated u like my dear...
Dearest dear...
Someone that i wish to continue my life with...
Despite the way u scolded me...
I know u care thats why u scolded me...

How i wish u can scold me like last time...
At least, i still know u care...

if hurting myself can at least get ur attention...
I dun mind...
U may see me stupid, foolish doing all those...
But, i think its worth it...

I know...
Now, im just another passer by to u...
All the feelings u had for me before had all gone...
I dunno how to get them back...

I just wish i can get drunk and forget everything..
Donno wat i doing...
At least, thats the moment where by i know i can temperately forget u...

Dear..
I dunno wat to say...
U go do ur stuffs ba...
Take good care of yourself...

One more day to my Business Statistic.
Wooo...
Guess wat, my statictis will start at 7pm to 10pm.
God~~ Why so funny one ar...
Exam start at night ar...

And, my FIT will be held at Dhoby Ghaut...
First time ar...
Having my exam at Dhoby Ghaut...
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Dear juz got back from a 1 week camp...
Guess, he should be really tired ba...
Dun dare to sms him too much...
Eye twitching...
Is it a bad omen??
Hope it would be something good...

Christmas is coming...
Wooooo~~~

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on
I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you
From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love....<3
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Today, been staying at home the whole day...
Next tuesday is my statistics and thursday is my FIT...
God...And Im like all stuck...
I dunno wat I wanna do...
And these are the last two modules...
No more studying...
Im getting my Diploma in Business Management soon....
And, Im heading into the working life...
What should I do to my Degree life??
Part-time?? Full-time??or no more studying??
My eye been twitching...*GOD*
Is something gonna happen??

Think Im going to get my PDL after my exam.
And, Im going to get my stupid license..
God... Wasted 6 months...
And, I need to spend "some" cash on my driving... :)
Why do we need a license...
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Btw, where u gone??
Are u tired??
I dun have any information from u...
Are u safe and sound at home sleeping??
Where are u??
Haiz...

Nearly had a steam facial...
Nearly need to go hospital yesterday...
Because dad's car no water...
Den dad dunno...
Only see the metter went to the hot zone...
And dunno wat happen...
Den dad juz stopped the van and take a look..
Juz nice the van water one is located at the back seat there...
Den dad juz open up with me inside..

Den suddenly hear the steam coming out..
the Pissssssss sound...
Thank god...dad nv let go of the cover...if not...
Everyone...
U wont have news of wt anymore yo..
If not, i also wont dare to look for all my frenz..
I wont have the face to see u all ar...
Really, no more face... :)

Such a failure...
Failure in everything...

Oh god...
Wat good do i deserve?
dying dun help anything...
why am i digging my own grave??
How stupid and idiotic can i be...
Wat a day yesterday...

Sorry for letting u worry, gracie...
I dun mean to...
Really...
maybe im not the one for him...
Hearing u so close to the gal makes me jealous...

why do all my relationship hurts that badly?

Mayb i will left on shelf for the rest of my life ba...
Maybe im juz a fucker...
haahaa...
Im a fucker....
Weeee~ I fuck around...
lalalalalal~~~
I didnt know im such a slut....

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❤ Beluv Mark.
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