.Tuesday, January 03, 2006 ' 11:06 PM Y
Wei...and...Ting
Hello dear dear…
Im here to post again…heehee…How is my dear doing in JJC?? Doing fine ba…Feel so lonely when I cant contact you…feel so sad…feel so not wanted…feel that nobody care…but never mind…
Remember that time I went to JB for only one day…which is on Sunday (1/1/2006)… During my whole day at JB…I have been think about you…every hour…every minute…every seconds…I would be wondering what you are doing den…whenever I go into any shop…I would think of you…hope to get something that you like…everytime I would use my brother as an excuse…although sometimes I really got buy for him la…
Still remember that time I told you about the couple that is standing beside me on the bus…whenever I look at them or see couples…I would think of you…wish that you are right beside me hugging me…sayang me…etc…But anyway…all I can do is imagine.. and during the night…I tot of calling you with my aunt fone…but I scare you sleep already….and you cant use the fone…so I didn’t call…and during that time I can tell you that I got the feeling that you dun care about me anymore…you dun wan me anymore…but….never mind…I just wish that you are with me all the time…I never had dis kind of strong feeling when I was with Zhiloon…haahaa…
So that’s why…everytime you say you wanna bang wall…etc…I am kind of upset…and lost…lost because you everytime also think that way…and u also keep talking about me and zhiloon…and keep saying he is better den u in a lot of ways…ya, he is better den you in lots of ways…and if I really wanna go back to him…I wont have gone back to him long time ago…why would I still be with you right now????
And during that time…when I just came back to Singapore I wanted to contact you first…but you never replied my sms…I waited…but I know…the phone is not with you…so I couldn’t blame you for that…and…although im already kind of tired in the night…cause I never sleep well in my aunt house as I been thinking of you all the night…and I cant sms you…OH GOD!!! During that period of time it is really killing me man…so when I reach home I went online straight away…see whether I can contact you online anot…but still I cant…so in the end…I got to wait for you to call me in the night… but I dunno whether you will call me anot…cause tomorrow you got to go school…and you need to wake up early… So I just waited…and finally when u called me…I was like so so so so so happy….i cant describe my feeling den…but thinking of you need to wake up early the next day…I have to put down the phone…I feel kind of upset…cause I dun wan to…but because you need to wake up early…and I dun wan you to tired urself out…so I have to put down the fone…after putting down the fone…I still cant sleep…cause still thinking of you…but I have to…caused I promise you that I will sleep at 12…so I went to bed…and tried to sleep…
And…all of them got job already…I feel so left out…just went to JB one day only…and all of them got job liao…also never tell me…I ask them den I know one…haiz… See…lonely….during that time really hope you are by my side…but…never mind…and when I know about my ez link thingy… I wanna tell you about it instantly…but I cant…
Anyway…see I so buai ba…missing you all the way…dun even know whether I am really that important to you…mayb im not that important to you at all…haahaa…Anyway… I will stop here ba…byebye…take care….
