.Saturday, September 01, 2007 ' 12:07 AM Y
Wei...and...Ting
jw, im not trying to gain pity...
I'm trying to let it go...
I post the first post...
Becuz of how i feel for that moment...
I got my rights to post...
And, u all got ur rights to tag me...
I'm fine with it...
Why do u all need to be so harsh on me??
I know u all are fuck up with my post...
But, need to be so harsh on me??
Why would i wanna gain pity from u all??
U all are my frenz...4 years of frenz...
Ya, i agree im running away....
All i wanted is juz some free time from u all...
Since its like...its been so long we are not in contact...
It wont make any diff in the few more weeks right??
Ya, jw i know u are super not happy with me...
I know u like to voice out in everything that u see that u are not happy with...
But, is this the first time u see me so emo??
Cant u juz close one eye and get on with life...
Why do u insist of meeting me face to face and talk to me???
Wat do u wanna talk to me abt??
If, im able to voice out...
I wont be blogging....
I dun wan becuz of one moment of anger words den spoilt the years of frenship....
This blog is for me to vent my anger....
U can choose to read and forget or rmb it...
Ya, im timid...
U got a problem with me being timid...
I'm fine with it..
Cuz, im born with it...
U got a problem with that???
Since that fight we had during sec 2...
we were not very close frenz anymore....
We can like dun even talk to each other if we meet...
When u meet me...
wat do u wanna say to me???
I juz sit there and listen to u say??
Watever i wanna say...I already typed out...
I juz wanna typed out and forget it...
Den, why u bother abt my blog so much??
I already got no one to turn to liao...
cant i juz turn to my blog???
CANT I EMO?????
DO U HAVE TO USE SUCH HARSH WORDS ON ME!!!!!
Ya, i made a choice...
I CHOOSE TO FORGET EVERYTHING and START AFRESH!!!
can u understand the last post???
Did i mention that i wan u all to beg me to go back to the group??
I only said that...
I NEED SOMETIME ALONE to clear up my emotions!!!!
Is it so difficult for u to understand???
Wat u mean by that time thats it????
U wanna break this frenship with me izzit???
I didnt say i wanna break frenship with u all...
I need to settle the feelings...And not making it worse....
I'm trying hard to solve the mess i made by backing off...
To u all, this mayb running away....
But, wat u all wan is me going out to face u all telling u all the problems i had with u all right???
I already typed out watever i wanna say...wat else do u wanna say if i meet u all..
I'm juz repeating...
I'm trying hard to forget them....
I'm not covering up myself....
See by posting..tagging..u are already so fed up with me...
have u ever tot of wat u wanna say to me when u are facing me???
wat is atmosphere we are having???
are u going to slap me awake??
or u going to scold the fucking hell out of me...
I really dun see the point to make such a big fuss over this...
Can u juz think of this thing in a simple way...
Reflection...i did....
Thats why i post the last post...
I WANNA FORGET EVERYTHING!!
i already apologise....
wat else u wan me to do???
Mayb, u all will say wats the point of saying sorry right??
Saying sorry wont help anything...
cuz wat is done is done...
cant be undone...
I know...
Thats why i wanna forget...
Do u dare to say u will nv emo???
You wont feel this way???
it is juz that different ppl have different way of venting anger out...
I dun wanna meet u all, i got my reasons to it....
becuz i dunno how to face u all...
For the last time i say this....
I DUNNO HOW TO FACE U ALL AND SAY WAT TO U ALL!!!
wats ur meaning of this sentence...不要做小偷的喊小偷.
And, do u have to say my fren is a rubbish collector??
Need to be so nan ting anot???
Even if that is my fren....
I know u bu fu qi....
Not happy with my post...
but, can u dun use such harsh words???
Juz ignore la....
Will that kill u???
Yunshan...thanks alot....
I really appreciated ur tag...
Thankz for ur luck...
Really...
Think back....if u all juz close one eye and read my blog and forget it...
will all this happen???
Sometimes..things juz happen for that moment...
Things juz agitated that person for that moment....
and u juz wannna voice out for that moment trying not to hurt anyone....
but in the end....
it still happened....
Juz like now....
