.Friday, March 28, 2008 ' 8:01 PM Y
Wei...and...Ting
Im not trying to gain sympathy.
Anyway, i nv use other ppl number to sms hy.
Thats my new number.
I did sms him with the new number b4, telling him i changed the number.
U cant blame me for scolding him.Cuz im not satisfied with hy.
I dun know wat he told u abt me, or watever shit.
Im juz purely asking how he scored as a FRIEND.
wat do i get in return?
I dun even know who is replyin me.
He is the one avoiding me.
I tried being a fren.Care like a fren.
Its up to u/hy if u/hy think that i got motive juz by asking/concern abt hy.Tats too bad.
The only way i can be updated or even know how hy is doing is by sms.
Dun expect me to call his hse.he cant use phone for too long if the problem haven changed.
Its like the few ways of communicating him is thru MSN(which i think he blocked me),sms, his fren(which i dunno much abt).
I am very frustrated with him.He is such a coward. U cant blame me for thinking so cuz like wat u said the result show.
I scold him for wat?I scold him for not settling this problem himself.I scold him for being so wishy-washy.This problem should not concern u at all.Its between me and him.
But, I thank u(KIM) for telling me.
He thinks that by ignoring me can solve this. Tell him he is wrong!
If he wans me to hate him.Tell him he done it.He SUCCESSFULLY done it.
The impression i got for HY for this current HY is heartless, cruel and coward. He Is two totally different person.He wasnt like this when he was in Sec.I dunno wat cause the change in him. Or mayb is us that changed.I dunno. Cuz cant communicate with him.
I dun blame him for not confronting me.
I blame him for not explaining to me even after so long.Even after he got u.
He called u to ignore me. Wat does that mean?
Im also a woman. U expect me to juz wait for u?
Am i such a disgrace to woman.Why do i hang on?U know y?Do u know why MR TAN.
Am i so bu zhi lian ci. Pls i still know when to let go.
If u dun have feelings for me anymore. Juz tell me.
Would that even hurt him?
Which would hurt more him or me?
But, anyway no point arguing now.
Cuz no use. Waste of time.
Since he got u. Den i wish u both all the best.
U both got my best wishes.
U also old enough liao.
No point arguing with me this bu dong shi de xiao hai zi.
It will not get us anywhere.
Only either one of us take a step back and let it be den this will end,
if not it will juz be a cycle whereby u say me..and i retaliate back.
It will go on and on.
So ya, enough of thinking of u both.
I dun wanna argue or keep bickering with u.
Its Useless cuz u are not involve either.
So ya, tell him. without him Im doing fine.
Abt the pic, i tot abt it.
I gave it to him when i still have feelings for him.
So ya, its up to u to tell hy wat to do or hy himself wanna destroy it.
If it was the last time hy, he wont destroy it.
He is not so bad, but given this current hy i dunno wat he will do.
I have my own life to live on even with/without him.
So ya, i will still blog here.
Its up to u to tag me...comment...whatsoever....
U got ur rights.
I also got my rights to say anything i wan here.
So ya, take it or leave it.
U can keep on ranting like nobody business here.
I welcome ur comments whether its positive or negative.
But, a word of advice from a junior, do take things with a pinch of salt.
Thats wat i wanna say.
The end.
