.Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ' 6:45 PM Y
Wei...and...Ting
If u still wanna think that way,
I dun find a point to keep explaining to u.
Not that i dun agree with u.
Somethings i do agree with u.
Cuz sometimes explaining will only "blacken" how ppl think of that things.
"yue miao yue hei".
I dun wan this to go on.
Like i mention earlier, it will bring this problem no where.
It will juz be a waste of time if u look back.
Its always better to have a fren den a foe.
I dun wanna know if u wanna be my fren or watever.
(Cuz given the impression u got of me is nth good.)
I also dunno how to explain to u.
But, if hy wanna contact me(if he ever wants) he still can.
Cuz he is still my fren.
I dun wanna keep arguing with u here.
I dun care whether u like hy or hy like u.
I dun care whether he is interested in u or the other way round.
I juz wanna lead a happy life.
I would prefer to have a fren den a foe.
I wan to smile in my life.
U can keep on arguing.
I see ur point of wanting me to understand wat u or hy trying to say or do.
U juz cant stand WE "BULLYING" hy.
Cuz he dun wanna stand up to himself.
Which he finds it pointless.
He will think everyone will standby me.(which i dun think so)
The frenz that we know which are whom hy knows too.
Will judge fairly.
They are not those that will side anyone.
Watever u said abt me,
that im venting anger on hy by concerning or holding on to the point which he "ill-treat" me as the weak point so that i can juz give him attitude or watever.
up to u.
I got no more comment.
Cuz thats how u see me.
And if thats how hy see me, im really disappointed.
Everyone changes.
Ppl change for the good.
Thats all i wanna say.
If u wanna pin-point.
Pin-point me will do.
No point saying my fren.
They are juz commenting.
Not that im saying u got no rights to comment.
But, if u were to ignore.
Wont it be a much more better world.
If hy were to ignore the part where he thinks he is neglecting me.
All this wont happen.
If u were to ignore wat im doing.
All this wont happen.
But, sometimes ignore will kill.
If hy replied my sms. Stop thinking ignoring will help.
All this wont happen.
At a point, u are doing something good.
But, if u over do it.
It is worthless and it will backfire.
Know ur limit.
Everything has two sides.
Positive and negative.
But, i apologise for wat i did to hy if he feels that im pressuring him.
Or anything i did to make him feel upset, bothered, etc.
I know saying sorry doesnt help but, thats all i can do for now.
At least i said sorry.Hy nv did.
(He juz IGNORE me.)
The thing that he do is really upsetting me.
Am i being "guo fen" to say all that of him?(including last time)
But, nvm.
Its over.
Im not trying to show anything.(juz in case u think that im trying to gain sympathy or yao ren ke lian wo)
I juz wanna be frenz.
Nth more den that.
And i miss melody.
Lien, i really appreciate wat u done for me.
Thankz.
But, dun think u will want to continue ba. :)
The end.
