.Wednesday, April 02, 2008 ' 11:02 PM Y
Wei...and...Ting
okay, to put things straight first, I AM MARK. NOT WENTING.
ok...here goes. sorry for my poor english btw.
to ms kimberly aka sortathing, it's kinda scary for me to see how things have took a turn for the worst. Ms, i can understand that u are HELPING a friend, or i should say, STANDING UP for your present BOYFRIEND (sorry for bold-ing the words. i KINDA love to do such things). to say the truth, i don really have a problem with that. it's natural for u to stand up for him. jus like what i'm doing right now. i hope this post of mine, has got enough weight to put an end to all things once and for all. this crap is getting nowhere, IF U CAN ACTUALLY SEE IT.
previously, i had actually told wt off for bothering too much into this matter. cuz to me, if it's over, it's over. i don blame her for being upset. But being affected by ur words is kinda too much. i kept telling her to jus ignore ur harsh words. but she didn heed my advice. which, is her character. so all i did as her bf was to step outta this crap and supported her. but today, i decided to step in cuz it's getting outta hand. way way outta hand.
MISS, if u can take a look at things at a diff angle, i hope u'll see things differently, which u have apparently failed to do so. if i'm not wrong, u stated sth like, hy is free to go or do what he likes or whatsoever...right? well, so is wt. she has the freedom to sms hy and ask him for his results as a FRIEND. (noticed how i BOLD the word here??) and to my knowledge, wt did tell hy tt she had changed her number. well, it's also his FREEDOM to save or not to save her new number. but, whether his phone is with HIM OR NOT is yet another story. well, back to my point. let's ASSUME that he HAS his precious hp with him, and he did not save her new number. is it her fault to get pissed? may be it is. may be not. cuz as a friend, why didn hy save her number? was he being too much of a fool to lose a friend after a failed relationship? is he holding onto the belief that a man and woman cant be friends only? but, there's always 2 sides to a coin. MAY BE HIS HP WASN EVEN WITH HIM AT ALL!!! AND ALL THOSE WHO HAVE BEEN ABLE TO CONTACT HIM, WASN TALKING TO HIM AT ALL!!! So, the mystery here is, if it isn him, who is it then???? well, that's like what i said, is another story.
okay, i've not much recollection abt wat has happened actually, cuz to me, it's pure bullshit, cuz i'm actually looking at an adult, trying to push her WEIGHT(may be literally, sorry if this sounds personal. i'm still a kiddo, yeah..) about, trying to be a saint here (did u come form tt sch which has the sentence,"once a saint, always a saint" sch? is it st andrews??? i really wonder...), talking abt not being able to take it lying down when LITTLE MISS SAINT here sees her friend being bullied. look, saint or no saint, i find u being a totally shrewd here..(.hmm....not sure if i can use this word here, but hey, it sounds nice to me....so, what the heck man....haha.....kk....back to my story...). this is a problem of boy meets girl, girl meets boy, boy likes girl, girl likes boy, both got tgt, went to diff sch, one party found a better partner, in this case, hy and U...(i shall insert maroon 5's "makes me wonder" in here...well, title only la...), partner leaves the other party...blah blah blah, heck i don think anyone here need further elaboration...so.............................after much of my crap talk there, it kinda boils down to how hy wanna settle stuffs with wt.......right? dont really seem to be the correct approach if the new-found partner steps in and interfer with this problem of theirs (which is why i didn in the first place......till now)...right? i hope i make some sense here....cuz SOME BEGS TO DIFFER...
i don see the reason as to ur previous posts in the tagboard. but obviously u do, and i suspect u did see a reason with a tinge of pleasure in it. my qn is, why are u reacting in such a huge manner? yeah, i would guess that u would say sth like this in general, "hy is my friend, i wanna speak up for him, for being scolded for no rhyme no reason." well, u are a lecuterer, i'm sure u do know how to look at things first, before jumping abt like a mad dog, barking at diff trees and peeing all over the place? cuz, i'm very certain that which ur capabilities as a lecturer, u are able to look at things in a calm manner. cuz, it seems like u have a very wide circle of toyboys...i meant, male students are "abangs", or brothers, or best bud, fyi, "abang" is a slang for that. but, seems like the govt has wasted quite an amt of $$$ on training u. cuz u have failed to apply what u have learnt to use in ur daily life. the best example of this is the very way u handle this issue as an adult or as a gf or as a lecturer. it was bad enough to have a lecturer getting involved with a student, but, he isn a student now, so u are kinda cleared of that guilt. but whether there's any sexual contents involved in ur story, is unknown, and kindly keep it to urself.
but what is worst here right now is the way u have handled this issue. instead of keeping it down and try to settle things properly, there u are attacking and attacking with malicious words and, even as wt has said that she is willing to let it go and let the issue rest. so, frm this point of view, it seems like u have a hidden motive. what is it actually? are u trying to tell all of us that u are alive and kicking? and kicking at the wrong tree too?
take a good look at the whole issue again. who is bothering who? wt bothering hy or wt bothering u or u bothering wt and everyone with ur words? to my recent knowledge, she did sms hy to ask abt his dog. to u, it may seem like she wanna get close to him thru his pet. but tt's how u think. and it's for u to think, and her to know. go figure it out urself and don bother answering it. are u actually feeling insecured abt having hy sms-ing wt? are u afraid of losing him? cuz if u arent afraid of losing him and u are able to think that it's jus a matter of time before u 2 go ur separate ways, den why are u doing all this? is it purely jus to stand up for him? is so, is there a need to use such words as shameless and is there a need to put ur words in such a harsh manner? as a matter of fact, i dont know who the heck u are and i don wish to know. do u actually take such harsh words from a stranger? i may even pass by u and don even know who u are?! god dammit. who are u to actually tell everyone here off jus bcuz we are not speaking ur lingo? well, it tt gives u the right, so do i....i do have the right to do so too. besides, arent u ashamed to be told off by ppl younger than u? of cuz, there u go, saying age doesnt matter here. well, it really doesn. but what puts me off is to tell a person who's older than me, and is a lecturer at that!! that's what's bugging me.
i've seen how small kiddos are turning out to be nowadays. they go, FUCK U, the moment they are not happy with u. i blame it on their parents. but here, i blame u for u own poor upbringing. cuz u have thrown the face of an adult. it's unbecoming of an lecturer to come here and start to argue her way thru and speaking as tho u are HY...knowing his every thoughts, movements and even the fucking underwear he is planning to wear. it's like, wtf man. u have disgraced ur sch do u know that? u have disgraced urself and ur life. sad to say this, ur parents too. cuz too me, u have no upbringing at all. i'm sorry to say this. as for me, i have my flaws too, cuz i've rebutted too much and too sarcastically. for that, i apologize.
anyways, back to my main point. i do hope that after reading this post, i hope both of u do wake up from this slumber and shut the fuck up. stop all this nonsense and get on with ur fucking lives. u can go on teaching ur toyboys while wt can carry on her own live. simple as that. i hope that u wont reply. i also hope that i'm not too naive to think that i do have the ability to shut the 2 of u up. i really hope so. cuz it's really, like wat i've said, unbecoming to see 2 grown ups, who dono who the fuck is who, squabbling over a boy, who has no balls to actually stand up and settle it. all he does is to cut his wrists, cry like a freak, act like one and even think like one. all he does is to keeps things to himself. for what? is that is still the case, i feel sad for him. cuz as his friend, which i am, tho not sure abt now, it seems like he is still the same weakling as before. no matter how much he has gotten for his "A"s, he's still a weakling deep inside him.
so, like i said, if both of u are sensible enough, jus shut up and don talk abt this anymore. it's not like he is going to commit suicide right? don tell me that he is going to take the SAR21 and blow his head off?? right?
so, thank you kimberly for reading this post, if u have, and pls, refrain your touchy fingers from trying to type sth unconstructive solve this issue out on the cbox. unless it's a white flag that u are raising, pls, don put ur granny pants out for us to see. and thanks to all who have helped to fight back. i do hope that everyone here does the same thing and jus leave this matter alone. this matter is like a child who's throwing a tantrum. once u leave him to cool down, he'll revert to his normal ways, being that wonderful and cute little thing u've all dreamed of. so, let us have a bice memory of the past.
okay guys?
thanks once again for reading.
cheers,
MARK
