.Monday, January 19, 2009 ' 3:25 PM Y
Wei...and...Ting
Life without u seems to be funny.
But, i need to learn to be mature...
Handle things in a mature way.
Things seems to turn out rotten whenever im starting to get used to it.
Should i still believe in love??
Things seems to be so different now..
The things u used to tell me..
The love i used to get from u...
The care i used to get from u...
The sms i used to get from u...
The laughter i used to get from u...
The hugs i used to get from u...
The kisses i used to get from u...
The scolding i used to get from u...
The shouting i used to get from u...
Where have they gone to?
Yes, im emo..
Im feeling very down...
I will try to handle it maturely...
But, there are times where i will still be all alone..
Sometimes, its not that i dun wanna listen to u...
Im listening to watever u told me...
I rmb all the things u tell me...
I dunno wat i wanna do now...
I got no heart to do anything...
I wish im dead now..
I didnt know it was this ending...
Rmb the days at the playground??
Rmb wat u told me...
This is why i hesitated..
Im afraid this will happen..
But, seeing the way u treated me...cared for me..
I told myself...
U are the one..
U will love me..
cared for me...
u wont throw me aside...
U will always be there for me...
Treated u like my dear...
Dearest dear...
Someone that i wish to continue my life with...
Despite the way u scolded me...
I know u care thats why u scolded me...
How i wish u can scold me like last time...
At least, i still know u care...
if hurting myself can at least get ur attention...
I dun mind...
U may see me stupid, foolish doing all those...
But, i think its worth it...
I know...
Now, im just another passer by to u...
All the feelings u had for me before had all gone...
I dunno how to get them back...
I just wish i can get drunk and forget everything..
Donno wat i doing...
At least, thats the moment where by i know i can temperately forget u...
Dear..
I dunno wat to say...
U go do ur stuffs ba...
Take good care of yourself...
